The Spiritual Realest
I was raised Christian but I have decided to take my relationship with God into my own hands and out of the contructs of what I was taught. The Spiritual Realest is a space for honest conversations about what it really looks like to grow, question, and stay grounded in your spiritual journey. No performance and no pretending, just real life, real challenges, and real alignment. If you are learning how to trust yourself, unlearn what no longer serves you, and live with intention, this is for you. I just want to set the captives free!
Episodes
21 episodes
Spiritual Growth Is Not a Race | Episode 20
Spirituality should bring you into greater alignment, not pull you away from your body, your relationships, or your everyday responsibilities.In this episode, I’m talking about what spiritual imbalance can look like, from anxiety, exhaus...
I Refused to Pass Down Childhood Trauma | Episode 19
My parents loved me, protected me, and did what they believed was best for me. But love and good intentions do not always prevent childhood wounds.In this episode, I open up about being introduced to dieting at an early age, struggling t...
ASÉ vs Amen | Episode 18
In this episode, I sit with the spiritual meaning behind Ashe and Amen.This is not an attack on the church, and it is not about making Amen wrong. Amen has been a word of agreement, survival, memory, and faith for generations befo...
I Let My Ego Call it Love - Episode 17
In this episode of The Spiritual Realest, I’m talking about ego, identity, control, and the way pride can disguise itself as love, loyalty, purpose, or protection.Using patchouli as the grounding oil of this episode, I reflect o...
What Religion Took from Us - Episode 16
In this episode of The Spiritual Realest, I’m having an honest conversation about religion, power, and what many of us were taught to believe without question.I talk about the difference between being taught God and being taught religion...
The Peace in the Pause: When God Makes You Wait - Episode 15
In The Peace in the Pause, I’m reflecting on the season when COVID forced me to stop, breathe, and finally confront the exhaustion I had been pushing through for years. After running a restaurant, overworking my body, and trying to for...
Stop Being a Slave to Being Less Than
In this episode of The Spiritual Realest, I’m talking about freedom in a deeper way.Juneteenth is not just a date on the calendar. It is a reminder of what happens when people are kept bound by evil intentions, lack of knowledge, ...
The Work of Faith
What happens when you believe something is supposed to happen, but every step forward feels like another delay?In this episode, I talk about faith, frustration, waiting, and the uncomfortable space between knowing something is meant for ...
Sex Magic: Intention, Energy & Manifestation - Episode 12
Most people think sex is only about pleasure or procreation.But we know it's much deeper than that.I'm diving into the spiritual practice of sex magic—the intentional use of sexual energy to manifest the life you desire. From love and he...
Era of Authenticity - Episode 11
In this episode, I sat down and responded to some of the comments, questions I've gotten on social media around spirituality, religion, ancestors, authenticity, and the way people react when someone chooses to think differently.We talked...
Letting Go of Labels - Episode 10
This episode is deeply personal.I’m talking about what happens when God forces you to release a version of yourself that once brought you success, validation, purpose, and applause. For me, that was owning a restaurant that became a corn...
Discernment is NOT Fear - Episode 9
For a long time, I thought discernment meant constantly being on guard. Watching people closely. Feeling every shift in energy. Preparing myself for disappointment before it even arrived. But over time, God showed me that discernment is not fea...
I Prayed My Gifts Away - Episode 8
In this deeply personal episode of The Spiritual Realest, I open up about what it felt like growing up with spiritual gifts while carrying the pressure of being a minister’s child, battling guilt, hiding my sexuality, and trying to sur...
Grief Exists Outside of Death — Part 2 EPISODE 7
Grief doesn’t always come from loss in the way we were taught to recognize it. Sometimes it shows up in the quiet spaces… in friendships that fade without conflict, in identities we outgrow, and in versions of ourselves we had to release to bec...
Questioning Your Religion Might Get You Closer to God - Episode 6
In this episode of The Spiritual Realest, I take you into a deeply personal and honest conversation about what it really means to question your faith and why that doesn’t make you less connected to God, but possibly closer.I beg...
Grief Exists Outside of Death (Part 1) - Episode 5
Grief is not limited to death, and in this episode I open up about the kinds of loss that often go unrecognized or unspoken. I share how I have experienced grief through unmet desires, ended relationships, identity shifts, and the quiet sacrifi...
Stop Pretending You're All Light & Love (Duality) - Episode 4
What does it really mean to embrace duality?In this episode of The Spiritual Realest, we dive deep into the truth about duality, self-acceptance, and spiritual growth. Too often, we are taught to only show our “light” side while...
Beginning My Ifa Journey - Episode 3
This episode is personal.I’m sharing the beginning of my Ifa journey. Not from a place of having all the answers, but from a place of obedience, curiosity, and truth. This is me being honest about what I’ve felt, what I’ve questioned, an...
Hoodoo vs. Voodoo (Vodou) - Episode 2
In this episode, I’m clearing the air on something that has been misunderstood for generations. Hoodoo versus Voodoo.I grew up hearing these words used interchangeably, often tied to fear, myths, or things that were never fully explained...
Speaking My Truth - Episode 1
I grew up in a Pentecostal home, deeply rooted in Christianity, prayer, and tradition. And while I will always be grateful for that foundation, I knew early on that I had questions. Questions about God, about spirituality, and about whether the...
The Spiritual Realest Trailer
My mask is coming off and I’m inviting you into my real journey. Not the version of spirituality that looks good on the outside, but the one I live through as I learn, unlearn, and grow into who I truly am.“Peel it back… get to the truth...